i leave this to you

I don't know what i should talk about today, In some peoples eyes nothing major happened. But in my eyes everything amazing happened. after a recent event I've been putting things into perspective. i began to think of all the things i have yet to do, the memories i haven't made yet, the life i have yet to live. all that kind of stuff. and earlier today i wrote my friend this letter expressing my feelings and concerns about our friendship. and when i thought i was about to die, i instantly regretted leaving things like that. like why the hell would i do something like that. but back to the point, i never want to feel that way again. i don't want to regret any of my choices, i don't want to feel like there is so much more i could have done. I need to live in the now, before its too late. life is short and i need o make the best out of every second that passes.

I live in one of many possible realities. which means the number of outcomes and events are infinite. And i'm grateful that i happened to be place onto this reality,this imperfect timeline. Because even though times may seem hard, and i fall off a lot... i also get up a lot. I've learned that the best way to deal with the bad is to not avoid it, but to embrace it. i don't know how long i have here in this life, but i know that i have to make the best of every moment that i'm here. i used to focus so much on the bad, when there was good in front of me all along. i just wanted to take this time out to say that everything is going to be okay, even when the odds are saying otherwise.